Wednesday, February 25, 2009
life hasn't been treating me good since i came back
all my laughter & jokes have been silent for quite a while
masters in act stu. isn't fun at all
i'm not a happy girl anymore
i miss home very much
all these can be cured by shopping, i really miss home
i have thought either of giving up or change my majoring
i so wanna go home during April break
i'm off-ing to syd this weekend to calm myself
i need a break!
i've got a question:
If given a choice;
you study VERY hard (masters) earn more,
study easier (degree) earn lesser.
Which would you choose?
yea, ppl might said, it doesnt mean that when you study more, you can earn more. BUT, so far it's true that ppl pay more for higher qualification? that you can deny ain't? =)
i know i'm a masters, a postgraduate student now
yes, i'm aware of that, but there are so many changes!!
it's hard to cope with that... they are totally out of my comfort zone! way out, k?!!presentations, group projects, individual assignments, tutorials
i HATE presentation...hate talking in front of so many ppl, hate embarrassing myself
i'm such a stupid, low-enthusiasm, timid, cheapo, brainless, immature girl
i hate myself why am i being so useless!!
i want to be home, i want to be protected, i dont want to know what the real world is about!
God, please help me. i really need You
i'm really extremely upset now
hopefully when i'm back next week, i can make a decision and settle down
=)
<3
