Sunday, January 28, 2007
Yesterday went to Company's Annual Dinner. Got lotsa people especially those who work in our company. Ate vegetarian. the dinner lasted for about 3 hours. people busy socialising with each other. this businessman with other businessman, accountant sitting with each other, lawyers introducing themselves, workers chatting, contractor talking about their works, architects giving each other name cards, etc. when u saw this, will you think this will be the future that you are about to follow? i dont know at all. i wander how they can sit together and talked for one hour. what topic can really be their interest? some of them are really so polite with you that you felt awkward. you can see some are just pretending or trying to "sapu" butter (means showering good words about you), and some even offer help so that you will owe them a favour. world is really complicated. we will experience different people from different background. i met a friend of mine (during tuition) when i was secondary school. he's smart. he sat a table behind me. i only noticed him in the middle of the dinner cause he was looking at me. i'm not sure whether is he working now. but i'm reallly blessed as i can pursued my degree overseas where many others dont have this opportunities.
I have benn absent in my blog for few days. Thinking about some topics and things happen in my blog. i thought about their comments about me. Why on earth there are some people who don't think before they speak/act/comment/talk/scold/chat/type/complain/reply/joke/lament/blog/gossip/etc???!!!
but i come to a conclusion for not changing myself just to please other. I AM WHO I AM........ no one can change me. what i learnt from this is; always think before i do anything. we can see other people's mistakes but not ours.